[unfoundlegacy]

my letter to her....

I had a dream last night, a strange one and I know it must have happened before. I dreamt i was crying. I breathed the air like it was a new substance in my life. I remembered the room was very bright and strange giant figures in green was crowding around me. One of them was holding me up tentatively and i cried even harder. I remembered i was been wrapped by something warm and fuzzy to feel. I felt i was been moved here and there but finally, was laid upon a person, yet another giant figure. However, the figure was crying too, and smiling. I felt hands hugging me lightly, as if they was scared that they would hurt me. At that instance however, i calmed down almost immediately and stopped crying all together. I closed my eyes. The scent of this particular giant seems to sedate me in a mist of happiness and bliss. I could not explain why but yet, i felt as if i was safe in those warm hands, i felt that nothing would possibly be able to hurt me and if anthing were to try, these hands would protect me from it, no matter what. I woke up after that, smiling to myself and suddenly, the truth sets in on me. Those warm hands, yes, those warm, conforting hands that will protect me from harm....they were my mom's...

Dear mum,
when you were delivering me, i know you must had been in a terrible pain, yet, your will and your strength had pushed you to bring me to this world, a world of hopes and woes but nevertheless, a world that is to be abated. Your determination had gave me the chance to see, to smell, to hear, to feel and to taste. I know when i came into this world, i had cried, but yet, people around me were smiling, for happiness and relief. You must had been the happiest one of them all, your smile, the widest and by my heart, the fondest.

As i grew up on my the path to adulthood. You have tentatively and carefully brought me up, tending to whatever needs that may come and every love that may be required. For this i am grateful. I know i may not be the most perfect kid in the world, i do have my tantrums and i do have my stubbornness. I may have made you sad, disappointed, stressed, angry and even brought those god-forsaken tears into your eyes, but i would never have meant it. If i could relive my life, i would have amended all those mistakes that had hit your heart like stone, but since i can't, i can only look towards to future and forget the past. I would love you even more, cherish you even more. To make it an everyday mission to put a smile on your face. i would bring tears to your eyes, not of sadness, but of happiness and hopefully, it may thus be blessed upon me as pure and sacred dews of love and joy.

Mom? I love you. I love you like no words can describe, I love you more than anything that could be compared. I love you more than my life... I love you mom, for making all these possible from the start at all, i love you. Happy birthday and may all goodness in life be with you always...

Your beloved son,
Jared

[yvonne77]

so sweet of you....

[ataraxy]

very touching... muz really let your mum to see...

[BoiBoi^^]

did she cry???

[hawk]

touching letter...if only more pp can feel the same way as u about their mum

[damienha]

nobody loves daddy =X anyway.. its good to tell her as early as you can la .. nobody knows what will happen tomorrow.. i quarrel with my mum everyday and i dont like it T_T

[xiaowanzi]

ah so touching.. but if only i can convert these into chinese.. haha my mum don really understand english. i think i give her she also blur blur.. hee
but a really nice one!!